Sunday 13 October 2019

i'm happy with not knowing how this story truly ends

i like to find solace in things that are indirectly how my life is going

i don't want bojack season 6 cause i am afraid that a fictional horse 

will get better and seek help long before i plan on even thinking about it

i know, somewhere, that making that doctors appointment will help

but i don't want to wallow in self pity about how i should've done this 

sooner. maybe it is easier if i just love a tv show where i find the part of me

in each and every character that i am too afraid of embracing and living
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