i don't want bojack season 6 cause i am afraid that a fictional horse
will get better and seek help long before i plan on even thinking about it
i know, somewhere, that making that doctors appointment will help
but i don't want to wallow in self pity about how i should've done this
sooner. maybe it is easier if i just love a tv show where i find the part of me
in each and every character that i am too afraid of embracing and living
