thank you

thank you
for reminding me
that life
is pretty awesome

and thank you
for reminding me
that everything
will be okay

hurting

i'm addicted
to making myself
hurt

again

i just want
to feel okay
again

and not to cover
my body in scars
again

backwards

water is not a substitute for food
i often forget that

galaxy

my heart is the moon
my brain the sun
my veins map out my constellations of my burning stars

my neurons are the cosmic web
my lungs are the gases
my skin is the dark matter, holding it all together

my skeleton are my axis
my organs are my planets

my body is a galaxy

voice

i'm sorry i struggle to love you because the only person ive ever really loved was the voice in my head